The love out of print: So silly and silly in 40 to wait for you

The love out of print: So silly and silly in 40 to wait for you
The 19 -year-old girl has one's own sweetheart, and already nipped and calculated with finger the date to step foot on the marriage palace well, but sweetheart walk alien land far suddenly, go, been heard of 40. This woman is not only so silly earnestly as to wait for 40 years, but also with the cost that does not marry all the life, to finish her commitments to love and defend tenaciously. The woman call BingFeng Li, Hunan Province the intersection of Chen and celestial district Su, city of state, perch phoenix cross the intersection of town and the intersection of village and the intersection of door and the intersection of village and people. In mid-October, I interviewed her. Sweetheart to prepare marriage go the intersection of distant place and time trace back by 1945 suddenly, third phoenix Li just 19 year old, but she has already grown up to be pure and beautiful, gentle and generous, win adoration from guys deeply. In early spring of this year, she and guy of the garden village dawn have grown and has been engaged oldly and widely. Though speech of go-between, know book it knows gifts and a gentle and cultivated one to be wide to give birth to with third phoenix falling in love at first sight, two people fall in love quickly. Wide to give birth to mother, unable to suppress, do happiness of mother-in-law quickly, give them get ready, marry, pledge love thing early especially, plan to let them get married at the end of the year. The intersection of lunar calendar and will it be at dusk October 9 of year, wide to give birth to, come third the intersection of phoenix and house. According to the local custom, he wants to go to third phoenix home to live for a few days, can be regarded as and let the other side parents investigate oneself finally, in order to get married. Third parents of phoenix to wide to grow, have, add warmly naturally, value extremely, third heart of phoenix as sweet as drinking the honey too. Behind the supper, two people come to perch the intersection of water and riverside end of the village, in the face of the intersection of glistening light of waves and clear river and old windmill that rotate creakily creakily nearby, the sea alliance of two people's mountain alliance, tell each other the words right from heart. Wide to give birth to, say good man it takes wills to be here all sides, want, harbour all over the world. She has smiled, says: "Wide to give birth to brother, I want, make pieces of fine the intersection of man and kind woman of back, no matter where you go, no matter what the your future is,I capital getting more easy only you!" October 10 such as lunar calendar in the next day, wide to give birth to, help third the intersection of phoenix and house carry water firewood, afford to stare blankly several times during that time, want to stop again in language, laden with anxiety. She remembers the wide words that grew of last night, says bashfully: "It is wide to give birth to the brother, you have any thing and say, I will hear. " But he smiles, bows and works again. By afternoon, he said suddenly busily, walked hurriedly. At this night on day, third phoenix is accompanying mothers to make fireworks in the central room, has been hoping all the time it is wide that gives birth to the brother to come back quickly, but until before dawn such as the next day,it is wide grow come back yet. Early morning, eye socket dark one third phoenix of circle choose fireworks, go, go to market at the town, feel heart to be empty to set on the way. While passing by the post office of small town, she received a letter in pleasant surprise, gave birth to and wrote to her originally. Holding the letter, she is so excited as to nearly cry. The letter is extremely short, in a nutshell, he said he has already gone in group with several classmates to go away, the war of resistance wins nowadays, everyone has a share of responsibility for the fate of his country He wrote in all solemnity: Third phoenix, I have broken some undertakings outside, there are places that stays in, will certainly come back to meet you Finish reading the letter, the already filled tear in the eyes of third phoenix, can't distinguish to move or lose. That 20 -year-old fiance of hers goes away, loses a 19 -year-old girl of hers and a sweet-smelling heart at home, what shall she do? Wide to grow when to just have the returning date? Third phoenix does not dare to think. But she know it is wide to grow for her to like, wide to give birth to, love she too, he, no matter where does it arrive, will forget not own. For a long time, she has said mutter: "It is wide to give birth to the brother, please rest assured to go, I must wait until you come back " Infatuation is bitter wish, she is in bloom being bought a stake as the flower of midwife not getting married, new China has been established in an instant, people who went out in the past had gone back to the township one after another. But wide to born and has not still come back, even have not message at all. Third phoenix and mother make even and is turn on contradictorily. The old man says, it is given birth to that it is wide not to come back, your 23 -year-old old maid, must think about the family even if not married, several mu of paddy fields which the family divides, why cultivate are not there strong labour powersing? Mother's words are stinging the heart of third phoenix like needle: See widely and give birth to, how can suffered is he? Decide god come, swearing an cath of enduring fidelity and coming clearly into view again before being wide to born to part. " no, I can't become a perfidious woman, even if he has died, I will see his corpse! " Third phoenix is persuading oneself like this, is persuading mother too. Cultivating for someone, she finds the son of tinkling of pieces of jade of the intimate friend's sister and reaches an agreement: Two exchange labour throughout the year, the man of the son of tinkling of pieces of jade helps her to plow the rake field in the field, and she helps the sub home of tinkling of pieces of jade to transplant rice seedlings and cut the standing grain With the passing of time, the unreasoning passion of third phoenix has already spread, numerous men adore this lovely lady endlessly, nearly someone comes to propose every year, however, each is refused politely by her. It is out that mother told widely and grew garrulously, urge her to marry repeatedly, helpless she does not become less severe all the time: Do not wait for that widely to grow back and just marry. The old man advises to the sad place, often in tears. Garden the intersection of village and person of Chen have a look third phoenix wait for wide to grow in unreasoning passion still, even deep and unsettled after moving dawn. They advise her wait to the doorstep many times, say them to be unwilling to see one lifelike girl one no news wide to born and delay the youth. But third phoenix consoles them: "Please rest assured, so wide as to grow very far abroad, people can not come back quickly, the letter can not be open too, but one day in the future, he is sure to come back carefully " 1958, perched the phoenix crossed and established the people's commune, the door group in the village is established in the village that third phoenix located, people elect her to serve as a woman leader unanimously. Annual already 32 -year-old third phoenix has not only accepted people's trust frankly, it is hard but also because there is not family room, cast off restrictions and go to take office, has become " the head of a family " of several numerous women in the whole village quickly . But she is often shy bringing the matter up for women " Worry " And greatly disturbed: They mostly give birth to the child at home, are only helped by those grannies who grows the child, rely on most primitive way, give a birth, once run into, have difficult labour, the intersection of adult and just like the experience " danger spot " child Soon, the people's commune holds the rural midwife's training class, third phoenix gets to the people's commune and recommends oneself hurriedly after hearing the news. Her move has suffered some people's censure immediately: Have an area of several hundred li, in thousands of years, where are there unmarried girls to do the midwife's precedent? But third phoenix does not believe ways to do things, she has a sufficient reason: I have no marriage, but I am freer than those grannies! Under the circumstances that she requires again and again, the people's commune " accepted " for the first time at last She. At the same day night to learn this news, third phoenix comes to perch to water riverside alone. Wide that year after giving birth to leaving, she has been unwilling to set foot in this sweet-smelling meadow all the time, but tonight, she has come, in the face of with the same moonlight, river and windmill that year, she said mutter: "It is wide to give birth to the brother, I will go as the midwife, are you glad? You can come back early " 3 months later, began one's own career of delivering a child after doing third phoenix training. She delivers a child for the first time Looked for going to the doorstep voluntarily by oneself. That night, a pregnant woman broke out before production suddenly in the village, groan once pained whole family's heart, when they are greatly upset, third phoenix has already heard the news and come. Under the circumstances that she takes good care of meticulously, the lying-in woman sets the mind at rest and obeys her telling and paying quickly, carry on the movements before giving a birth cooperating Until a crisp one cry for a moment, baby come this world with cry. Whole family are out of gratitude, insist on being thanked with a gift, but she is unwilling to collect the single cent. After declining several times, she only accepts 1 yuan, takes out brown sugar and egg from one's own family to the lying-in woman thereafter, and it is a rule that she fixes to explain while learning to deliver a child This spread, even those opposed originally the person of she sighed with deep feeling endlessly: Not really expecting third phoenix girl to break old rules and regulations that the midwife receives present, she is really too kindhearted! Receive marriage, pledge love thing after the 40 year, can it gives people of thing to be already been others' darling year after year, looking for the person that third phoenix delivers a child and getting more and more. Little the intersection of she and 10 -year-old younger brother marry wife, she deliver a child down the intersection of nephew and niece personally, but wide to born and has not still been heard of, she is still friendless. When being idle each time, she wants to hold nephew's niece to be very intimate for a long time, the whole face has overflowed and done mother's expression. The younger brother has seen, often carry the face to have one's face covered with tears. Since mother passed away, the younger brother has born mother's unfufilled " duty " consciously ,Have worried about the marriage wedding of the elder sister. At last one day, a primary school teacher of his neck cudgelling one's brain it came to the elder sister's cabin to " visit " ,This teacher has been carried away by emotion: "I suffered the love setback when being young, downhearted from then on, had never got married. Never expect you elder sister so full including heart agony for many years, until those though outmoded furniture polish spotlessly in the room, this means her heart is still full of wishing eagerly, still loves living! Such a woman play lantern to be difficult to let! " Say the younger brother with great rejoicing in what say. In those days, last end " a secure job " that a rural woman can let Husband, huge honourable! He advises the elder sister holding this teacher's photo, who knows the elder sister is not aroused in interest at all. Talking about the sad place, she has also initiated the temper: "When you were a child, wide to born the brother be family, make fun of you, told a story to you, waited for you to kiss more, why are you so conscienceless? " In this way, third phoenix abandons the chance to gets married in marriage easily again. In 1982, third phoenix has been already 56 years old, the children in the village began to call her mother-in-law. This year, implemented the family-contract responsibility system in the village. People find suddenly at this moment, third phoenix was a woman leader for 24 years totally, tenure is as long as curriculum vitae of the people's commune. Divide those days of the responsibility farmland, people read all sorts of virtue of hers in sense - -Whether has required a kind of responsibility farmland of hers one after another, but why third phoenix is unwilling to become " burdensome " in the village : "I am competent, I can earn one's own living. " From that year, she who is friendless works in the responsibility farmland alone, those sisters of hers needn't already go to the field, some still embrace the grandson. Perhaps she is silly earnestly to wish to move the Heaven. One day in August of 1985, she received a letter from Taiwan, a pair of gold ear rings and a gold finger-ring suddenly. She is facing the silly letter which looks forward to the fiance for 40 years straightly earnestly, has not finished reading yet, has had one's face covered with tears already. It was wide originally to do a lot of jobs after growing out, had gone to Taiwan shortly before liberation. Year after year, he misses the fiancee in the mainland, but a line of straits - -The fence of human world, block and return to the way. Until 1965, he did not get married desperately. Try setbacks best know at fiancee third phoenix is still observe the boudoir as the intersection of he and fee alone for oneself finally, can't help moving in tearsly, his wife has not been surprised already either. Then, after late 40 years, he finished the commitment that should be realized 40 years ago at last - -Send to fiancee, marry, pledge love thing - -Gold ear ring, gold finger-ring. Since it is grown and left that it was wide in 1945, third phoenix should received a pair of new shoes for him every year, this has already become she " required course " at each night --By this sustenance one's own miss and prayer! She has received 40 pairs of new shoes totally, has received for 40 years totally, who knows but once of dream in the end! People complain of unfairness big for her all without exception. But she wipe away net tear stains, tremble, bind bag 40 new shoes, say faint thereafter: "Wide to give birth to brother, live very kind nowadays, need me give him receive new shoes yet, I rest assured finally too "A word is unfinished, the muddy pupil has already held all over tear. Marry all the life, first Bing Xin in the jade pot After learning the wide news that grows, after a lot of kind people sigh with deep feeling, bring third phoenix together one after another, want to look for a spouse for her, and really send for an old man of the death of one's spouse. Who knows third phoenix is still silly and silly closes one's own emotion world, why is unwilling to agree: "Passed by in 40, mind for this decades? " Probably anyone can not untie her mood twined all one's life! In some human eyes, it is a way to get rich that third phoenix's mother-in-law delivers a child, but, but third phoenix has been living in a simple and crude cabin all the time, has lived a poor life. Energized in the village from the beginning of the eighties, and by beginning year of new millenniumed, only she lived by some kerosene lamps in the whole village. She wish, use electric light, dare, use because of affording the electric rate, want, exempt lose electric rate of her in the village, it is not willing but she insists on. Someone points out the right way to her - -Hospital deliver a child a child nowadays, the expenses top more than 1000 yuan, after you deliver a child for others, so long as you open one's mouth and charge the money. But she shakes the head repeatedly: "I have never opened one's mouth and charged the money in decades, the opening charge more money now, this is not all right, not really all right " Will it be will it be the beginning August 2001 one day, the intersection of hillock and the intersection of foot and the intersection of township and one the intersection of young man and night the intersection of number of lines and kilometers of way, ask third the intersection of phoenix and mother-in-law go, deliver a child to the doorstep. When he witnesses she still lights the kerosene lamp, feel inconceivable. After his wife's safe production, he wants the old man to accept while taking out a pile of one hundred bills. But third phoenix's mother-in-law rejects repeatedly: " I can't charge so much money, I always confiscate so much money! " It seems that the money scalds one's hand, she only accepts a important money finally, and then does not forget to send to one's own compliment yet - -Brown sugar and egg. In the interview, third phoenix mother-in-law talks about delivering a child to the author this time: "I have charged 103 yuan of his actually, it is once that I had accepted most for over 40 years. " I am distracted: "How it is 103 yuan, is there a piece of odd? " She smiles: "He ask hire out motorcycle, give whom I come back, he prepay fare of 3 yuan. " I think, the annual old man already at the venerable age of 75, not only the body bone is hale and hearty, the trick is deft, thinking is very clear too, perhaps this benefits from the mental state pure mind without worldly desires all one's life of old man. I ask third phoenix how many children mother-in-laws have delivered a child all one's life, but she has never counted, can't remember clearly. And a middle aged woman who holds the baby in the arms takes off the mouth one by her body: "I whether whom she connect give birth to give birth to I, in mother, I whether whom she connect give birth to give birth to daughter, I daughter it gives birth to childs to be whether whom she answer grow too, what the three generations in my home are connected by third phoenix mother-in-law is grown. " Her words cause a sincere laugh, is expressing the compliments sincere to this old man of the villagers too. " woman newspaper of today " Leng Ke Pu ZeSheng

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